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SO! I really feel like I should make a longg entry, because i dont post very often. Im also thinking about making a new journal, because I want to erase everything bad, and it just takes too long. School today was oodles of fun, not. Im kinda stuffy & things, so I felt like a train wreck all day long. I hate not seeing Casey everyday, since he goes to another school. I sware, im so in love wit him, and I hope we never break up. He is indeed what keeps me going from day to day, and he gives me confidence ♥ Were watching a sad movie in Design class, about a Mom & Daughter who have no where to live, little money, and the mom just lost her job. It was sincerely sad. I cried for about 15 minutes. I love my friends, I had been ignoring them, and mainly focusing on school & Casey. And I realized, I cant do that. I need to juggle everything. Friends, School, Family, Boyfriend. Its really hard, but I can do it.
I think im going to go back to the "diet". Im so sick of gaining all this weight. I just want to be 100lbs. Thats it, and then ill stop, I promise. But its not coming off unless i quit eating. Its impossible, no matter how much I workout, or how good I watch what I eat. Its just impossible.
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